sorry

Baby your pictures still hangin up on my wall
And I still get butterflies hoping that you might call
There are thoughts in the corners of my mind
I remember what it was, to be completely in love
And you told me to give my heart away and start over brand new
It wasn't working between us you couldn't love me like I needed you to
But there are things that you don't forget
I would give my last to get in your head did you know
How much I think about you, still...
But it's hard to believe it's still so fresh on my brain
Some days how I feel, you'd think we broke up yesterday
But now so many things have changed
Who's got your heart these days, I wish for you the best of everything
But still you don't understand
Because I never thought I'd see the day there was no you
Was like the ending of a sad movie couldn't get through
And there are so many things that you don't know about me
You thought that I was so unmoved
And you thought I didn't care
You could still call me sometimes just to say "Hello"
I know that you've assumed
That I'm still mad at you
There was a memory you're still apart of me
I bet you didn't know that you're still on my mind
I bet you didn't know that thoughts of you make me cry

i think it depends on the relationship, no it's never easy to get over a relationship, depending on how much they meant to you. i know what kind of girl i am, i know i may be annoying because i haven't gotten over it, but have you ever thought that maybe i'm in more pain that you can imagine? i've had two relationships, i got over the first one. it's not because i'm that type of girl who just cries and cries forever over a relationship, because i've gotten over one of them. and it's simple to say that my relationship with kevin did impact me but it didn't hurt me. i got over it, especially the second time around, i was just over it. but it's been a year...and it's still hard for me. i don't know why...you can tell me to watch a movie because it'll help me or something but whether it helps me or not, the pain is still there. i can try to get my mind off things by working and going to school, but every day of my life since we've broken up i'm still hurt. it's simple to say that he just hurt me. and i cry because i'm hurt, not because i'm not with him. it's just he hurt me. so sorry if i'm that annoying girl who is still hung up on her ex. i'm sorry that he made me better and beelive in myself and gave me comfort to do what i wanted to do with my future because he knew me better than anyone.