Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting no where
My head and my heart are colliding chaotic
Pace of the world, I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart
Save me
Somebody take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down
Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
In the blur of fast forward I falter again
Forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere
All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Pass me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart
Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down
Just show me
I need you to slow me down
Slow me down
Slow me down
The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe
Somebody please
Slow me down

:\ so i tried, failed, and now have eye candy<3
life is okay.
as lame as it is. as lame as i know it is.
i love the meaning behind a scorpion.
it's small. but can still take care of itself.
a part of me wants to be able to take care of myself.
actually, i have been taking care of myself
i've been depending on myself...
not everyone is going to always be there for me
and i've learned to remember "me, myself and i"

as much as i want to let go...i just can't. as much as i cry...i just can't. i'm afraid of letting go. i love him, i have a chance, i won't lose it. i'm going to risk it. i'm going to try. and if he still doesn't want to. then...so be it. i just don't want to regret not trying.

i miss having someone who wants to hold my hand
i miss having someone kiss me after we're ready for the day
i miss being wanted. being liked. knowing but not knowing
i miss boys. cute boys. maybe no evil boy.

because i love quotes

Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before
that's what i like to believe
but i think because of disappointment, betrayal and hurt, it stops love from coming because there's no love without trust and it's hard to trust anyone.

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person.
he's constantly telling me there's no guarantee, i think i know what to say back now. hahahaah

to love is to risk not being loved in return. to hope is to risk pain.

random babbles

life isn't on pause.
i'm sick of people thinking because i'm waiting
i'm putting my life on pause.
i'm still living my life as i would with or without the wait
i may not approach others, but i never have...
i'm not social. i don't care to be social. i like it here.
i like where i am. i'm okay with where i am.
i like being at home. i like doing homework. i like tv.
i won't lie though, i've been really stressed.
i've never been stressed...so it's a new feeling.
it completely does damage to my face.
but... i guess it's time to learn. there's a lot of pressure.
a lot of pressure i'm sure i can handle...as soon as i'm used to it.
i'm sure stress is the reason for me wanting a tattoo.
tattoos are my way of escaping. i'm an emotional tattooer
i guess. the times that i couldn't handle life the most
i turned to tattoos...right now is one of those times
ohhhhh what has life turned to.