hmmm

thinking about san diego, i just can't wait until monday. but i realized that there's so much more in the future that i should be thinking about too. san diego is pretty much set and planned out but i'm still not 100% sure on what school i want to transfer to or what i want to be. i'm 98% sure of being a teacher but there's that 2% that makes me doubt myself and question the economy. by the time that i graduate and get my credentials and bachelors, will teachers be in need, or would i be unemployed. a part of me wants to become a social worker but i want to teach. i'm not sure what school i want to transfer to, i feel like i'm capable of a lot. without trying, my gpa is a 3.8, it could've been a 4.0 if i didn't constantly sleep in my gov class hahaha but it's okay. so if i have a 3.8 without effort, imagine what i can do if i actually tried. i think that'll always be the problem with me, i can't try. i'm so lazy. i refuse to try because i'm too lazy. i'm only going to school twice a week, 13 units. that's only one little tiny unit pass minimum to be a full time student. i'm hoping eops will be able to really help me. i REAAALLY need to plan my future and be 100% sure, it's the damn economy. i'm 75% sure that i'll end up at fullerton. but whatever